Ask for an article in the flower fire magazine. From 2007 to 2008. The title is always quiet.

In the hustle and bustle of the airport hall in March 1999, he came over to call her name warm, a man wearing a cotton shirt with wooden buttons.

. She remembers his voice. Mild, with a little lush sharpness. During the period of calling Lin, sometimes the men who answered the phone was the man who rented an apartment with Lin Tong. Northern people. It was Lin's former colleague.
The city said that the forest was temporarily worked overtime at night. He smiled at her. In the bright and turbid air in the hall, the girl wearing a pink floral skirt was tired and quiet, like a fragrant flower opened in a shadow. Drag the heavy luggage alone and come to a man who loves her.
This they walked outside the door. The rainy spring night in the world was cold on the face. When she opened the door of TAXI, he stretched out his big hand and blocked her head. Warm, wait a minute. He says. When I ran back, there was a large white perfume lily in my hand. Lin told me to buy flowers to you, I think you will like lily. He put the bouquet of the raindrops in her arms.
The white teeth when he laughed, like a kind of beast. Warm and cruel. There is a row of round wooden buttons on the light brown shirt. It is warm to warm.

In three people to eat in the evening. And his girlfriend Xiao Ke.
It is a native Shanghai girl, wearing a black skirt of Yidinjin, and a faint purple rouge. Not very beautiful but charm.
The warmth ate something, and went to bed early in the morning. She was too tired. Lin's quilts and pillows have her strange and intimate atmosphere. There was a black and white photo of her on the wall, which was washed out of her hand. Nuan Nuan opened his bright and dark eyes with a slightly panic and fragile expression. Broken short hair flies in the wind, and smiles without evil. At that time, she was a senior boy in his junior year. Chase the warmth.
lying warmly, thinking that he is now in a strange city, a city of forest. He called her over and she came. It seemed to meet Lin for the first time at a newborn ball. This savvy Shanghai boy who could talk about the way. He taught her to dance. He said that he put your left hand on my shoulder and put his right hand in my palm. She put her hand on his hand.
The forest hugged her in the middle of the night, warm, and replaced the skirt. He kissed her forehead gently. You finally came to me, warm. In the dark, they started. Nuan Nuan is a bit scared. Fear and stunned. I even feel helpless in pain.
. She thought of drinking water in the kitchen. No lights. When I walked through the living room, I suddenly heard the sound of opening the door. Come in is the city where Xiaoco go home. Seeing the warmth wearing a white cotton cloth nightdress at the door, he stood there a little panicked.
The rain sounds outside. The dark and humid air is filled with quiet floral fragrance. It is the big holding lily inserted in the glass bottle. The two looked facelessly and suddenly lost their language. In silence, there is only the sound of raindrops hitting the window.
. It seemed that it was a long time. The city closed the door and passed quietly from her, and walked into his own room.

. In April 1999, she put some light water like water. Silent look.

The warm life began to continue.
In early in the morning, Lin would rush from Pudong to Puxi to work, and sometimes it will come back very late at night. He did very well in that German company. Work has become his greatest fun. The others were occasionally returning early nights. After eating, playing games on the computer, and then suddenly shouted, warm, my baby, come over and let me kiss.
The city picked up a list and worked at home with a computer. There are often only two of them at home, sometimes they can come over, but she doesn't like cooking. So Nuan Nuan's main thing is to cook every day, eat it for the city at noon, and eat it for two men at night.
When the city writes the program, the door of the room is opened. He likes to wear old white shirts and jeans, barefoot to work there, and drink a lot of coffee. There is always a strong aroma of blue mountain coffee beans in the room. At noon, the probe will go in and ask him what he wants to eat. Gradually no longer need to ask him. Knowing he likes to eat celery and potatoes. She made him very clean vegetables. When eating, neither of them like to talk. But there is a strange tacit understanding. Both people's hearts are very quiet.
The city feels the girl's breath in the room. Sometimes she knelt on the ground and wiped the floor, sometimes washing clothes, and humming gently. She likes to put some light music, usually some dances and ballads in Ireland. Then after doing things, he was sitting on the big vine chair on the balcony to see novels. She is the kind of girl who looks particularly clean in the past without any ambitions and desires. Just like her black and white photos. Silent, not belonging to this hustle and bustle.

Xia Ke said to the city that Nuan Nuan should be the traditional kind of girl, but do a avant -garde thing. Cohabitation.
said that she is different from you. She is the kind of girl who doesn't know what she wants.

. In May 1999, it seemed that he was destined to wait for her quietly. In the dusk of crowd.

It afternoon to the city to go to Puxi to do things. When Nuan Nuan went out to buy vegetables, there was no key to habitually. Hold yourself out of the door.
The mobile phone to the city. The city said, warm warmth, don't come out for dinner. Don't do it, Lin has to work overtime anyway. They met at Huaihai Road. When Nuan Nuan took the bus crossing the tunnel, he found that he came to Shanghai for almost a month, and Lin never took her out to play.
This Silent spring and dusk. The street is a hurry. When he got off the car, he wiped a little lipstick at the mirror. She was still wearing the floral cotton skirts she brought by herself. The soft skirt hit the naked calf, with a faint mood.
The city is at the door of Parkson. Looking at it from a distance in the crowd, he is the kind of quiet and faintly revealing sharp man. When Nuan Nuan remembered that when he was in college, he liked to read Yishu's novels. There are three books that are very well written. People are as light as chrysanthemums, Xibao and serial. Yishu wrote not tacky romance novels. She has a lonely and thorough understanding of love and human nature. Nuan Nuan likes the man in her pen. With fate and melancholy. Xiang Lu Xun's injury. Juansheng. She used that name. Few men have these things. They gradually become animals in business society. For example, Lin. He gradually made Nuan Nuan feel strange.
but the city is waiting for her. Let her think of their first meeting at the airport. Familiar feeling. It seems that he is destined to wait for her quietly. Nuan Nuan suddenly felt the tears in his eyes.

The city with warmth to eat her favorite fruit pizza. In Pizza Hut Biccake Shop, warm his head on his head, and happily places orange juice and color. She is like a child who has not been taken care of. Lonely, people are pity. Watching her quietly. He realizes the difference between girls and girls. Xiaoco is independent and savvy, with clear purpose forever. But warmth is ambiguous and fragile. She looks like a pure white fragrance in the dark.
did not say too much words, as before. Occasionally, the city said that his hometown in the north was a small period of his childhood. Nuan Nuan listened to him with a smile. They had a meal for three hours. In the flowing music, in each other's sight and language, sink softly.

When I went home, I fell asleep. Her face leaned on the shoulder of the city and breathed gently. The city stretched out her hand to support her face and not let her slide down. Call her while whispered, warm, don't fall asleep, we will go home in a while.
is on the dark stairs of the apartment building. Under the faint moonlight, warmly seeing the city stare at her eyes, and it is full of love and pity. She looked at his face so close. A man with a little unrestrained. His breath, his cotton shirt, his eyes.
warm, you make my heart hurt, do you know? He stretched out his hand and touched her cheeks. He restrained himself.
Sometimes I am scared. city. This is real. The girl's warm tears dripped on his palm, almost instantly, all deliberate and depression suddenly collapsed. He embraced her silently, fiercely blocked her lips fiercely, trying to block her tears. Warm, warm, my silly child.
. He buried his face on her neck's nest, feeling suffocating passion, drowning rationality and helpless desire. You are beautiful. Warm. He whispered. Is it good for me to keep your hair. You should be mine.

. In June 1999, you know you can't take me away. You know we are not free.

The people are destined to love each other. Warm thought. Even she thought that Lin may just meet with the city. Time and heart have nothing to do. Knowing the city is a month. He Lin is four years.
but they can't do anything. I didn't seem to have thought about what to do. The price paid is too high, I don't know how to start. Lin and Xiaowe are all wrong. They are not wrong. So when the city told her, when he was looking for a job, he had to move to the unit's dormitory to live, and nodded gently. She knew him. He only did that.
Ixie to help the city to move things together. She said to Nuan Nuan that our house had paid the first model, and the key was to get it after half a year. The city is now moving out, let the two of you live a good life.
It seems to be windy.
The last night with them. Nuan Nuan cooks dinner in the kitchen. The celery that Lin Xihuan likes to eat, she makes different flavors of dishes for two men every day. Lin was still indulging in computer games. The city wrote a program. He warmly put a small radio in the kitchen, listened to the music program of frequency adjustment, while watching the twilight sky, a large gray cloud, and gradually warming through the window. The spring breeze. At this time, she would think of that blurry night. On the dark corridor, the overbearing wild atmosphere, fierce kiss, and gentle pain.
He is a man she can easily fall in love.
He is someone else.

In three o'clock in the morning, warmly woke up. Lin said in the dark that you are going to drink water again. He knew this was a warm habit.
The warm light walked to the living room gently, she did not turn on the lights. There was a loud wind outside the window, and there was still a cold and humid floral fragrance in the room. It was the first day she went to Shanghai, and the city bought her. He said you may like lily. She really likes lily.
. She opened the refrigerator and poured a glass of ice water. Her hands were silently captured in the darkness. She knows who it is. They did not make any sound. When he hugged her, he trembled gently. He said, warm, are we guilty? But heaven should forgive me. Because I love you like this. He pushed her down on the wall. She felt salty tears in his kiss. She whispered that the city, my hair soon fought. You want to leave me. He said, I can take you away, we are free. She said, you know you can't take me away, you know that we are not free. You always know.

. In July 1999, I know that we cannot be together

The quiet life. Two people. The room seemed to be much empty.
When the forest went to work, Nuan Nuan was washing clothes at home, reading, and often gently put on Irish music. Some iris and glory were planted on the balcony. Sometimes after pouring the flowers, a person is fascinating to the bright sun.
In I heard an unspeakable keyboard knock on the room. Without the man with a short flat head, wearing old white shirts and jeans, sitting in front of the computer and working barefoot. His quiet atmosphere and the rich fragrance of the blue mountain coffee. When she was kneeling on the ground and wiping the floor, she often listened to his keyboard sound with peace of mind. You can see him because of a probe. He called her name, warm. Mandarin in his northern accent.

has not been for a long time. It turns out that women and men are really different. Women's hearts and bodies walk together. If your heart is not physical, your body is just a hollow pottery. Lin did not force her. He said, "Whether you feel lonely, or go out and find something to do, you can have some socialization. But I really don't worry about you going out. You always need to take care of.
This warming, are you taking care of me? With a faint smile on her face, she was not easily expressing her disappointment and dissatisfaction. The days with Lin are indeed lonely. He didn't know what she wanted. Maybe if he knows, he will definitely be very willing to give her. But the problem was that he didn't know. Maybe it is always a question. He is not the same person as her. Although he loves her.

but Nuan Nuan thought she could live with Lin. Just like the city will be with Xiaoco.
Perhaps they can get married with Lin for about half a year. Live a bland and quiet life. Even a bit lonely.

In afternoon, Nuan Nuan went out alone and went to the hospital. The weather is already very hot. Nuan Nuan took a long time and found Ruijin Hospital according to the map. There are a lot of people. When I was sitting on the chair in the corridor, I bought a pictorial. There is a set of special reports on the pictorial that a lot of photos of cute babies are following their parents' feelings about their birth. Nuan Nuan found a baby he liked. He was a little boy and opened his eyes curiously. His mother said, black and thin, big eyes, like ET. Asked why the doctor was so ugly, the doctor said that he hadn't dressed yet. It is indeed a little baby like ET. Looking at the photo warmly. Smiling.
The results of the laboratory came out soon. Warm is not too unexpected. The doctor asked her if you want it. Nuan Nuan said I went back and thought about it. When she walked out of the hospital, she grabbed the pictorial tightly in her hand. She thinks maybe a boy, and she will have the same fingers and eyes as the city. In the telephone booth on the roadside, she made a mobile phone to the city. She has always remembered this phone number. This is the first time she called him after they separated. The city was in the office, and Nuan Nuan was silent for a long time at the end of the phone, and then she said, the city, I want to see you. Can you come out.

is still at the entrance of Parkson store on Huaihai Road. The same twilight and crowd. Seeing the city from a distance, wearing old white cotton cloth shirts and jeans. The face looks more handsome and sharp because of weight loss. Nuan Nuan thought, this is really a man different from Lin. Lin went to work on more than thirty floors every day in a suit and leisure place in Lin, and had given up his spirit. And a man who has no anger makes people feel lonely.
The city says, warm you, how are you? He looked down and looked at her. His quiet eyes were silent as water. Nuan Nuan can see the turning and pain inside. But in the dusk, they just looked at each other blandly. Like men and women dating in the crowd.
I is good. city. today is my birthday. He looked at him with a smile on his face. Want me to buy gifts for you. Yes.
. They walked into Parkson. Nuan Nuan walked to the counter selling jewelry and looked at him naughty. What do I like? What do you buy? The city said, no problem, I took a credit card. Nuan Nuan looked at it for a long time, and then pointed to a ring and said, I want this. It was a thin and simple silver ring, which was 20 yuan after folding.
said, warm, I want to buy other things. No, the city, we mean good. Okay. The city nodded helplessly. Then asked the clerk to install it with a purple silk box. When he put it in the warm hand, he said, marry me, warm. He smiled and imitated the tone of the proposal. Nuan Nuan said, okay. Then she saw tears in the eyes of the city.

It is small. Nuan Nuan heard his calm voice. It is in the Bisa cake shop. Two people sat by the window and looked at the neon and night on the street. She wants me to go to the United States to read MBA. Her aunt is in California. Always call us. But I don't like it.
I know. Nuan Nuan said that you are a scattered person, but they are different from small.
and I don't worry about you, warm. He lowered his head, and sometimes I hope you will marry Lin as soon as possible, so that I can be discouraged, but sometimes I worry that you are unhappy. You will make me feel distressed for a lifetime. Watching him with a smile, if I want to go with you, do you want me? The city held her hand, warm, many times I dreamed that we were sitting on the train together. I know I take you to the north. The road is long, but you are by my side. That was my happiest moment. I even want to wake up.
I can we, city. Nuan Nuan looked at him.
Yes, warm. If we persist with each other and be able to carry these sins and pains, we can leave Shanghai and leave everything. As long as the two of us. The city held her fingers tightly. I have been losing your fear. Warm. Any punishment given to me by heaven will not make me more painful than this.

. They are waiting for the last subway in the bright subway station.
The city says, warm, you think about it as soon as possible and give me a call. I will deal with everything with Lin and Xiaoco. If I can be with you, I am willing to bear all the sins for you.
This warmth said, okay. She looked at the city, and she suddenly felt her fingers cold, and her heart had a dull pain in her heart. Hug me, the city, please hug me. The city hugged her tightly in the crowd. He pressed her head on his chest, and said gently, warm, I could no longer endure such parting, or let me have you all my life, or we never see each other. His fingers stroked the hair on her back, with long dark hair, as smooth and soft like silk satin. Nuan Nuan looked at him with a smile, and I tried to keep them long. lifetime.

Thenight when warm returning home was late at night. Lin lay down on the sofa. The suit was not taken off, and there were some beer cans on the ground.
This squatting down, stroking his face with his hands, and then Lin Jing woke up. Warm, where did you go? For the first time when I came back from get off work, I didn't see you at home, you made me worry.
forest, I have something to tell you. Looking at him warmly, her face was like a pale and gorgeous flower, exuding a cold luster in the darkness. I can't be with you anymore. I have children. It may not be yours. I want to go home.
Lin looked at her in surprise, why, warm, are you playing with me?
not. Nuan Nuan said. I don't want us to live in the shadow, which is unfair to you. If there is no child, I would like to go on like this. But it's different now. If you are still with you, I will feel that I am guilty. But I don't want to live like this. you know.
I will not tell you any details. I just hope you can forgive me. Because I have loved you. Because I no longer love you.

The August 1999 has been farewell to

The flight home is nine o'clock in the evening. Nuan Nuan waited alone in the waiting hall. There were thin rain outside.
I did not call the city. Do not talk about it, you may be able to give him and Xiao Ke more tranquility. She didn't even want to recall the collapse and injury to Lin. She just does what she can do. Time will flatten everything.
The heart is calm and lonely at this moment. Accompanying her is the luggage bag when she came, and the silver ring skewed on her neck. And a small life. It does not have too much time to belong to it. She placed her hand gently on her body. Hi, small ET. She smiled and spoke to it, would you say goodbye to me? We have to say goodbye to so many people. Love, not love. been constantly saying goodbye.

In September 1999 or we never meet each other

In this familiar city, warm warmth began a person's life again,
Dure at dusk, at dusk, She often goes out alone. Along the path by the river, walking to the railway in the suburbs. There is a large number of empty fields there. Nuan Nuan sometimes sit on the broken stones to watch the clouds drifting in the distance, sometimes walking around in the lush grass, picking a purple daisy and inserting it on his hair. The dark and thick long hair has flowed on the shoulders like water.
. She felt the silence in her heart. All past events have settled down. Occasionally, in the night of insomnia, he would see the face of the city. On the last side of the subway station, he waved the glass door at her, and then the subway whistled away. There are only bright lights on the empty platform. Parachevalism was on the heart of blood loss. She burst into tears there.
He said, I can no longer endure such a parting, or let me have you all my life, or we will never see each other.
. She can only choose to leave. Because he was unwilling to let him bear this sin. She has been carrying half. So you can bear all.
During the hospital, she finally made herself shed tears. Not just because of pain. She knew that she finally gave up part of her life connected to the city. They can always be a stranger.

. She began to go to a nearby kindergarten to work, part -time places to play the piano with children, and teach them to sing some nursery songs.
It life is simple and silent. The cold began to feel the cold in the air. She often wore an old cotton skirt with no makeup on her face, and only had a gorgeous silk satin with long hair. She even rarely goes to the streets. Except for class and walking, she has no social activities. Don't know any adult man. Except Lu.
Lu is Roger's father. Roger is the most naughty boy in the class, and his mother was divorced 5 years ago. Lu said to Nuan Nuan, Roger often told me that he had a teacher with the most beautiful hair. Standing in the sun in warm smile, the white skirt and black hair flashed with a faint luster. That day they walked out of the kindergarten together. Roger rushed to the west in front. Warm and Lu walked together on Shizi Road, and Lu shocked this young girl. She looked up at the cloud leisurely without any extra language.

In October 1999, because it has been old for you

One month later, this forty -year -old man said to Nuan Nuan, can you consider marrying to marry to I.
The warm watching him. He is a very ordinary middle -aged man. She didn't have a deep impression on him. Knowing that he is rich, but does not seem tacky and impetuous. Cut a short flat head, like to wear black cloth shoes. I do n’t like to talk, but I can watch her on the side for a few hours with piano.
This said, why. Lu said, I think the biggest difference between you and other girls is that your heart is bland and quiet. That's enough. I have seen many women. When you were by my side, I was in peace.
This look at this pure girl. I know you must have an unusual experience, you can keep everything, you don't need to have any explanation to me. I just want to give you a stable and safe life, we take our own needs. Don't you think this is the most wise marriage.
This hand gently stroking her long hair. Your hair is beautiful and sad. It's like your soul. But you can stop here.

The night before the wedding, a cold drizzle.
This warm brown carton, which contains a wedding dress bought from Hong Kong. Soft lace, white pearls, are like warm before. But at that time, she thought she must be married. Lu also ordered a full set of diamond jewelry. He said that the silver ring on your neck has been hung for a long time. I don't ask you to change it. You can take it.
is not too long, just three months. Nuan Nuan thought, why did you feel like it was in the last century? She stroked the little silver ring, and it had begun to dim. This is the only gift given to her by the city. At that time, they were on the streets of Shanghai, unfamiliar cities, strange people. And a love that is destined to be separated.
The insomnia all night was warm, and it was not until early in the morning that he fell asleep confused. Then at three o'clock in the morning, the phone bell rang suddenly. Nuan Nuan wanted to dream of himself, and stretched out his hand and picked up the phone tube in the dark. In the silent room, I only heard the sound of rustling in the phone. Then there is a Men's northern accent. Warm. His name was her name.
, is it you? Nuan Nuan felt that he couldn't wake up. She is really sleepy. But she recognized the sound. Only when I hear it, I will wake up all the memories of her soul. The line is not so good, the voice of the city is blurred and intermittent. He said, warm, I am in California, USA. I walked on the street and suddenly rained.
I thought I could forget you and warm. But at this moment, I miss you very much. I feel you are leaving.
has a lot of rain on the phone. The other end of the earth is a city that will not meet again. Nuan Nuan said, the city, I am going to marry. Because I have been old for you.
crying. Then the phone was suddenly broken.
The warm down the phone. She looked at the dark room. She thought, she was really dreaming. Will the city have her phone number? But when I touched my face, my hands were warm and humid tears.
did they seem to have never formally said goodbye. And every time is a must.

This love in December 1999. Finally disappeared.

During Christmas, Nuan Nuan received a card from Lin. He said he was going to get married. In addition, the city and Xiaoche have gone abroad.
At the end of the letter, he said, warm, I think I can live a new life, I can forget you.
This with a warm little angel pattern on the card with a warm smile. She started to get a little bit of fat, because of her child, Lu Jian stopped letting her go out for class, and asked her to stay at home every day.
Roger ran around at home happily, and was ready to dress up the Christmas tree bought back with Lu. Lu said loudly in the living room, warm, don't forget to drink milk. Nuan Nuan said, I know. This is her marriage life. Passionate and safe. It will die until you die.

When the milk cup is raised, the warmth opens the curtains and looks at the outside. Strangely, this year's Christmas, the city in the south began to snow. It is a small snow -white and clean snowflake, dancing quietly in the wind. In the dark and silent night sky in winter.
The warm watching snowflakes, suddenly some of the memory flashed in my heart. In the apartment in distant Shanghai, there is a lily of the living room, the dark corridor, the fierce kiss of the city, and the face that flashed across the city of the subway glass, which was the last side of her seeing him. The handsome melancholy northern man, but she still remembers his fingers, his eyes, his breath, his voice, vague and gentle, reminding her a sinking love at the end of the century.
, there is no more pain in my heart.
This finally disappeared.

Attachment: Insomnia

Annie

three o'clock in the morning.
The darkness without any sound.
The rain gradually stopped. Wet air,
and this world that is not in line with dreams.
For a person with insomnia, nothing is comfort.
In wearing a pajamas and walking around.
drink cold water.
The pills were taken.
looking at your face in the mirror. Pale and withered.
The sinking and indulgence did not bring any expectations.
Werate things you still have. For example, the past and promise.
Is you miss you are sick. Your stomach is as anxious as the soul.
The shadow is omnipresent.
But in the night, you are the flowers that have lost language.
The no sound.
I can't fall asleep.

I I don't know if it is!
but hard work ...
This to adopt it!